Sadly in this pic, was moments before having to sit out from a dance off. The fake smile covers my real feelings. Being and ex ballroom dancer; full gold steps and all. I was breathless and felt my upper body fall forward by being so heavy. It made me sit out whilst some friends of mine laughed. I think the words 'you're too heavy these days' were called out as I walked off with that fake smile. :(
A change needs to happen if I want to be able to get back on that dancefloor again.