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Hello my fellow fatsecret members,
Today, June 25th, 2012 is the first day of the rest of my life - or maybe it's not - I guess that will be up to me. The truth is I've felt ready to lose weight before and a couple of times I was even successful. I dieted, I exercised, I chose the salad instead of the pasta. Being a Healthy Heather does not come naturally to me, however, and any little life disturbance can, will, and has brought me back to my drug of choice - food!
I nearly had a bariatric surgery last year, but unfortunately I lost my job and many health insurance woes followed. So, that option has been annihilated. I have only my old foe Mr. Will Power to count on.
So, although I've failed before, I've decided to try again. I'm not giving up that easily this time. I'm going to be 29-years-old very soon and I feel as though life is passing me by. Big things are happening to those around me and everyone, including me, uses my weight as an excuse that nothing spectacular is happening to me yet.
I'm ready to find my dream job. I'm ready to meet the love of my life. I want to get married. I'd like to wear a beautiful designer (knock off, of course) at my wedding and not have to worry about fertility when it's time for children.
I may not be making sense to anyone except myself, but hopefully a year and one week from now I will look back at this entry and feel as though I've accomplished something.
Wish me luck on my journey. I wish you luck on yours.
- Angeles
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276.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 126.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 9.3 lb a week
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