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besides being costipated, pumped full of a transfusion blood and pre menstrual I really have no fucking clue why I weigh this much. i really am assuming after the cycle to be at 120 though. this is fucking ridiculous. i'm jipping myself of tons of delicious food! rick has a big mac yesterday and i get a friggin fruit and yogurt parfait!!! geeez i know im laying around 24/7 and anemic but i have been really doing fantastic for food. i have 8 more weeks today of feeling like shit.....then probably 3 months of recovery until my energy slowly comes back. until then, all i CAN do is eat healthy. salmon and asparagus for supper....pay bills. Really wish I had the energy to clean jonah's room and do the dishes. :( i am very excited i go on vacation in like 20 something days!!!! i will get to eat lobster!!!!!!!
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