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I am sooooooo tired. I am somehow managing to only eat good things, drinking only marginally more coffee, and yawning between every 2 words. It helps that I keep reminding myself that I'm not actually hungry I'm just exhausted from only getting 4 hours of sleep last night in between games of.. who did what, who wants what, who has their knee in my back, seriously you peed my bed!?!?! and which dog is whining now. The tiny humans got up at 4am after waking me up about a dozen times between 10 and 4 after we moved to the couch at 1:30 am. Then we watched tv and I marveled that the little balls of energy seemed to be perfectly charged and set in high gear. Seriously.. who wakes up at 4am happy, energetic, and ready to cause as much noise as humanly possible? Tiny humans. Tiny humans do this.
The good news is I managed to lose some weight over the weekend thanks to my new found buddy the common cold. Before I was completely exhausted I was just plain tired and worn out and didn't give a flying flip about food so avoiding junk was easy peasy. Working out was a bit more of a struggle but I live on a farm. It's not like I could avoid being active. Cleaning up leftover feed, feeding calves, cleaning barn, stacking hay, chasing tiny humans.. you get the idea.
Today I will not feed my exhaustion. I will embrace being below 210. I will yawn a lot and hope to not snore during todays staff meeting. I may drool a bit but I will try not to snore.
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