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TOM finally came - 2 1/2 months later. It's another strange visit. Really hoping I sail through this phase of my life quickly and painlessly.
The scale is no friend to me, my eating habits, suck again. I'm not sure with the hectic shoppers for the next two weeks, if I'll even try to maintain. I'm thinking, don't go overboard of course, don't forget what I know, but 2012 is the year of change for us. We WILL get moved, I will quit my job and the kids WILL manage on their own more. The debt WILL go down (faster) and we will start living for us again. And I will lose this weight and get back that little woman inside me. I am not liking how I look, how I feel, the tight clothes, all of it. I really do want to change it up, but the timing this year, didn't play into the right action. Too many stresses and not enough help with them.
Lots to do today. I have two days off in a row - the Christmas tree is up, but bare; I have a mountain of clothes to wash as well as the bedding from upstairs (kids start coming home Thursday) and the entire house needs cleaned - again. Off I go!
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187.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 67.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.4 lb a week
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