Super frustrated.
Talk about discouragement! I just got declined from a group membership because apparently I didn't prove to them that this is a lifestyle change for me, wanting to loose weight for my health, mental, physical, and spiritual. Having diabetes and trying to manage it doesn't apparently need a lifestyle change! Being pregnant is not a lifestyle change! Do you know how stressful, frustrating, uncontrollably agonizing it is to be pregnant be I have no control over my body because I'm pregnant! Oh Lord, please give me the strength! The strength to be a good mother to this child as your mother was to you. The things I wish to say to the person that declined me...because who are you to judge me?!? We are not to judge, we shouldn't even judge ourselves, but we all do or we would be on this site. Oh man that was just the hair that broke the camel's back...oh man. Please help me Lord.
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178.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 44.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entries for 28 October 2010:
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1717 kcal
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Fat: 52.76g | Prot: 70.37g | Carb: 266.78g.
Breakfast: Frosted Mini-Wheats, 2% Fat Milk, Fish Oil 1200 mg, 360 mg Total Omega-3, Water (Bottled). Lunch: Apple Juice from Concentrate, fish oil, Pasta, Broccoli & Alfredo Sauce, baby cut carrots, light ranch dressing. Dinner: water, Provolone Cheese, pineapple, 100% wheat bread, hard salami. Snacks/Other: hershey's syrup, mini wheats, milk, grapes, water, 100% wheat bread, Jif Creamy Peanut Butter. more...
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2433 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 2 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 18 minutes, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 28 minutes, Desk Work - 5 hours and 30 minutes, Driving - 2 hours, Sleeping - 7 hours and 14 minutes, Resting - 8 hours and 28 minutes. more...
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gaining 2.8 lb a week
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