mamaX4's Journal, 29 April 2007

My first gain. I am seriously not happy right now - I have not been eating outside the plan, except for the oat or wheat bran for breakfast. My body is so unhappy with me right now; I have had stomach pain, discomfort, whatever, for 3 days, and I've gained a pound each day. Things finally started "moving along" today, so maybe some relief is in sight, but truly, this is horsehocky!

I have been so upset about this, and nothing that's approved has sounded good, so the other night I went to the grocery store with the intention of buying myself some cake. Like, a whole cake. Which I then planned to eat, all by myself. I've never done such a thing in my whole life, but I was frustrated and craving sweets, so... I didn't do it. Not because I suddenly got a burst of willpower, but because the cakes were ridiculously expensive! The Queen of Cheap couldn't do it. I did buy fruit for the kids, and I had my first apple in 5 weeks, which was pretty close to divine.

My husband laughed when I told him the story, because he knows what a cheapskate I am. I guess it benefits my health this time!
179.5 lb Lost so far: 10.5 lb.    Still to go: 19.5 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
on diet The South Beach Diet   gaining 3.5 lb a week

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haha! keep it up! 
29 Apr 07 by member: barbie_doll922
Your funny! dont eat any cake, it is not worth it! I have been planning to have a bowl of prailines and cream ice cream before i leave here but i have gotten to the point to where i am actually scared of the ice cream. isnt that weird? i am scared that if i eat it that i wont be able to stop. you are doing a great job, dont give up! 
30 Apr 07 by member: bekka6497

     
 

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