The weight goes a few a pound, than up a few pounds. I'm just praying to stay under 190 right now. I have a sort of secret goal for myself...if I can stay in the 180's for one week I can get myself a new pair of Carhart's. It's beginning to feel like I'm never going to make it. It's really amazing how closely my mood is tied to my wieght. today is not a happy day for me.
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