BabyYin's Journal, 28 July 2012

I've been haveing a hard time lately. I've been really depressed and when I am I eat baked goods so i've gained. Withplanning the wedding and the lady that is makeing our cake fighting with me over what I want and she thinks it's ugly. The thing is she's a client and friend and is going it for free. Plus I worry if anyone will show up. I've never been invited to any parties in my life and every time i've tried to do something with anyone they cancel or stood me up every time. People are telling me we don't deserve a wedding just go to the court house. I've never had a wedding and i've dreamt of marrying him since 1979. I want one. The stress besides gaining lbs. i've lost sight in my right eye from swelling in it. I need to get out of my funk i'm back up to some of my fat clothes. I feel blaa
268.0 lb Lost so far: 87.0 lb.    Still to go: 18.0 lb.    Diet followed N/A.
gaining 7.5 lb a week

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I am so sorry that you are having ppl say thing s like that to you. No one deserves that treatment. I know I dont know you but from the sounds of it you dont need those kind of friends/family to treat you that way and maybe should be cut out of the picture. Surround your self with ppl that love and support you. I personal know were you are coming from. Stop worrying abt who will be there. That is your day and the only thing that matters is you and your husband. Enjoy your upcoming beatiful day. 
28 Jul 12 by member: bonthronm
Don't worry about anyone else. All that matters is that you and your fiance are happy, and at the end of the day, you're married to the person you love. When I got married, I only invited 18 people. It was an amazing day with people who really care about me and my DH.  
28 Jul 12 by member: BrandyRelaxing
You absolutey should have a wedding if that is what YOU want. Focus on the love and do healthy choices for yourself and the desire to live a longer and happier life. 
28 Jul 12 by member: HCB
There are no, if, and or buts when it comes to weight loss there should be none in life. You are worthy of having whatever you want. Stand up and remove the road blocks in your way and charge forward. I know you can do it because otherwise you wouldn't be here. So get up, get accountable and get moving knocking those road blocks outta the way!!!! 
28 Jul 12 by member: diana1096

     
 

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