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AAAAAAARRRRGH
Somehow I managed to do something funky with my weight history when I was weighing in, and it showed a non-existent jog up in weight for today, when it's actually down 1.1 lbs from Tuesday.
I tried to restart it but then I keep getting an error. *SIGH*
Whatever. I give up for the night. I'm frustrated at DH for being an un-supportive PITB. EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIME i try to eat healthy and lose weight I run into problems with him. he *says* he's supportive, and to a degree i guess he is, but at the same time he's not. I have enough to deal with trying to motivate myself - I don't need his sabotage too!
I get that he might feel self conscious about his own weight gain, but that seems like a better reason to join me than hinder me, right?
It's not like I'm going anywhere. I just want to be HEALTHY. I want to be able to walk with my kids to the park or the library or the plaza that are 1-1.5 miles up the road. God did not make me a size 18. I DID THAT all by myself by overeating and being lazy. He doesn't get that I NEED to do this for me, just as much as I need to focus my efforts on reading the bible and spending time in prayer.
Why can't he see that? How can I get him to understand when he won't listen??
Diet Calendar Entries for 10 April 2010:
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1017 kcal
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Fat: 36.03g | Prot: 37.49g | Carb: 139.03g.
Breakfast: water, International Delight Caramel Macchiato Coffee Creamer, Smucker's Caramel Sundae Syrup, espresso coffee, whipped cream, sugar. Lunch: water. Dinner: Crystal Light Crystal Light on the Go Sugar Free packets, water, Marinara Pasta Sauce, Mozzarella Garlic Bread, Green Snap Beans (Frozen), Grilled Chicken Breast (no skin, off bone). Snacks/Other: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream. more...
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2390 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Driving - 10 minutes, Shopping - 30 minutes, Housework - 1 hour, Resting - 11 hours and 20 minutes, Sleeping - 11 hours. more...
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