lilly23g's Journal, 16 June 2012

Im 23 and i always feel so nervous, tell me why is it that every ones so perfect.

While i feel so worthless, and they look so happy. While lately for me my mood has been so crappy.

Ive been trying to loose weight for the last couple weeks. Throwing up after meals on the rare times that i eat.

But that isnt enough i still need to do much more . Most of the time im left here asking is this all worth it or do i need some help.

Ive been used by guys, ive been hurt by girl, ive been hit by my dad, and cursed by the world.

So i keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect. Im waiting for someone to tell me that im worth it.
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If this is a real post, you might need to seek professional mental health help. If this is a fake post, it is NOT funny because many people suffer with these real issues.  
16 Jun 12 by member: HCB
Hello my name is Key. I am 27 years old. I was reading your journal today and it touch me to stop and say something to you. First of all you are worth it. I realize that you have been hurt deeply but no matter who, what, when or even how you are still a rose. You are probably saying "you don't know me". And that is so right but what i am most certainly is that you hurt so many nights, cried so many hours wishing you can make it right. People ignored all your tears but you know what. You can give them the world on a silver platter and it would not even matter, 'cause they would still be miserable. They are going to be this way because misery loves company. And last I want to say is......... Honey if you want to lose weight, lose it for you and no body else. Don't try to make any one else happy, because at the end of the day they are going on with their lives while you are sitting around feeling bad about yourself. At one point I was 300 plus pounds and now I am 200 and some thing. If you need a friend just holla at me. A new friend- Key235 P.S. Tell them ' While they are talking about you let you turn around and feel free to bend down and kiss you ass." -One love be blessed  
16 Jun 12 by member: Key235

     
 

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