Only if you let it. As a wie woman on this ite said " You are not unhappy because you are fat. You are fat because you are unhappy.", Think about that and figure out the things that are really bothering you. Thoe are thing that can be cauing you to overeat or abatage yourself. If you don't love and care for yourself at any size, you are doomed to keep repeating this problem. So pick yourself up. Ralize you are a great and wonderful woman, that you are going to be making great changes to improve thing that you want to change and stay on this ite where many pople will upport you as you find your way to really loving yourself and who you are. Best wishes.