So, im not one for journals or blogging though i've tried (but failed on epicly) but i do feel i need to record why my diet has been nothing short of terribley awful. My grandfather died Tuesday. i got a text message. my step-mother found him dead at his computer. noone expected it in the least. So, needless to say i have been doing sme comfort eating since exercise does not fit in a funeral schedule. and as i do recall, i told my husband i just want to take a bath, eat everything, and go to sleep. which he supported because i was being the queen of mean. but now it is over. my little brother (who was the closest to him in our family) has been broken in to a million peices and we are all awating the melt down of my "Nana" (step-mom) to finally set in but yes, it is over. My lovley sister is graduating tomorrow and i am going to make her 40 servings of mac&cheese for her party tomorrow WHICH I WILL NOT EAT because The Lord thus sayest not to.or because there is enough butter to kill a thrid world country in mac&cheese. ecspecially in the south. AND our (my husband and i) are taking one year anniversary pictures in less than a month and i am still the same weight and look the same as when i told my photographer that'd id be losing weight and couldnt...weight -heh-. so, there is that. tea for breakfast. tea for lunch. tea for dinner. repeat.
Diet Calendar Entry for 11 May 2012:
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444 kcal
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Fat: 12.04g | Prot: 19.84g | Carb: 67.73g.
Breakfast: Avocados, Egg, blueberry green tea. Lunch: Kidney Beans (Canned), Instant Brown Rice. more...
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