marquis.w.knight's Journal, 15 December 2017

What the heck is wrong with a person who would do that? So uncalled for! I know it doesn't feel like it, but maybe you dodged a bullet there. She is not worthy of your time and attention. (Unless, of course, she had a violent emergency, was literally unable to contact you to let you know, and makes it up to you in the future.) 

completely ghosted me... lol... I'll just keep working out and losing weight until some one thinks I'm enough 

I'm SO sorry that happened to you. You're already good enough, please don't think that way. 

How hard would it have been to say "No, thank you." in the first place rather than making time/place meeting plans? Unbelievable. Horrible person. Your true love is clearly waiting for you somewhere else! 

if u come to Wisconsin hit me up 

You're already enough!! It could have been a lot worse they could have shown up and totally been horrible. I have had that happen before. ... as a female I have gotten a lot of "you should be appreciative I have made a sexual advance since you're fat", because they believe no one could really want you. Ha ha ha jokes on them. There are people who love people of all shapes and sizes.  

Thanks for the support, I do have a high opinion of myself even if they don't...I would rather be someone's shot of whiskey rather than everyone's cup of tea. Dating in this area is hard. Unless you are on tinder...and I am not about that life. @moonbaby7568 Wisconsin seems pretty tempting😉  

that's horrible michelle... I can't even imagine how that line of bs works on women. I'd feel pretty crappy about myself if I said something like that  

hey hum I know how you feel it definently could've been worse I had a guy pick me up, take me to the gas station to get beer then when I got out he was gone he had my purse my phone and 500$ worth of cosmetics in his car I lost everything I don't have a job but I've been making payments 70$ a month now I have to pay monthly for stuff I don't have and never got to use sucks. people are cruel assholes  

this all happens a week ago, it gets worse I had four lokos I had that I bought I started drinking them and walked 15 miles home the police stopped me now I have to go to court in a week 

Please don't do this to yourself, "losing weight until some one thinks I'm enough".... the first person in the world who should be happy with you is YOU! And if you like yourself, you will find someone who shares this feeling. But don't loose weight for someone who might come along and only likes you because of a good figure...😉 

You don't have to answer but is it something you said over the phone? was it a blind date. you said sec.date cancelled,was this with her or a cancellation from from another date.I know it's a bit nosey but you put it out there.I don't blame you if you don't want to talk about it. I'm sorry that happened brother and she's not overseas.she's made in the USA. the best women in the world. 

Marquis- guess the line must work for them.. Me I am like ha ha ha .. That line doesn't work on me at all. Best ever was being on a dating app and you know swiping right to like someone.. They literally messaged me to tell me that they were disgusted that I even viewed their profile and that I should date my own species. I wasn't offended though I had a huge laugh about it and felt sort of sorry for the fellow, because most likely he will end up with someone just as superficial as himself and probably out of his league who will drain him dry then drop him... The biggest problem I personal find with dating and dating apps is the fact that you don't know for sure if someone likes bigger people. And then other side there's the guys that ask you to sit on them by their second message... It's very much so a face palm situation lol.. But people can be giant 💩heads, but never know when that special someone is going to pop out of the woodwork and you 'just as you are' are perfect for them as well and you van grow together into something more... Unrealistic romantic optimistic dreamer here lol 

Michelle - I wouldn't worry I think Karma will get them like you said, she's just sharpening her nails and finishing her drink. Murph - I just heard from her, apparently her boyfriend and her are going to get back together. I've been talking to her for weeks and never once told me about that...and 2 times in a month, by 2 different girls 

VeggieKate - lol sounds like veggitate. That's horrible, I hope you put that in the police report and the judge will be lenient  

Viviace - thank you for your support. I intended that to be funny. I'm doing all this for me... 

lol vegetate I didn't think of that that kinda sucks lol my name is Kate and I'm a vegetarian I guess I didn't think it through lol 

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