mskestrela's Journal, 01 December 2017

Thanksgiving with the neighbors was good, but tremendously unsatisfying. It's funny how comfort is found in Tradition. The meal and atmosphere were, for me, as untraditional as it gets. This past week, I have found myself petulant and seeking comfort. English muffin, fig Newtons, and worst of all, a Chinese buffet with all kinds of breaded, sweet-sauced items. I'm not sorry. I feel some better, at least mentally. I still stuck with OMAD, though.
BUT, I have been paying for it. 4 days of constipation, fluid retention, inflammation, and wonky sleep patterns. And a full kilo over my upper limit for splurges.
My work schedule is crazybusy right now, as it always is during the Holiday season, so cooking for myself is pretty low on the priority list.
Not excuses, just stating the facts, and accepting the consequences.
So to deal with the belly blockage, I had a bulletproof coffee with a big squirt of high-test MCT oil. Folks who have been following me for a while may remember that that usually has a major purging effect on me. Since I was off work yesterday, I figured it would be an ideal time to 'clean out the pipes'. It *didn't*! Nothing happened, and the blockage was getting very uncomfortable! So, this morning, in spite of a packed schedule at work, I repeated the MCT treatment.
WHUPS! This time, it worked, in spades! Needless to say, I had to excuse myself from my clients numerous times during the day. :/
It appears, at 6 PM, that I am mostly cleaned out, and my gut feels a whole lot better.
To fill the comfort aspect of Thanksgiving, I'm going to get a couple of turkey thighs tomorrow, and make myself a nice, Keto Thanksgiving dinner in MY tradition. After fasting all day today, it should get me back on track nicely.
Soldier on, FS buddies! It's the Holidays, there are landmines everywhere, and we get to choose how to navigate them. However we decide, let it be conscious, intentional, and with no regrets.
Happy December!
~Kes
162.2 lb Lost so far: 37.8 lb.    Still to go: 12.2 lb.    Diet followed poorly.
gaining 4.0 lb a week

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It's comical how we use to eat and how terrible it felt. Sadly accepted it as a way of life, little did we realize the posion we were consuming. So glad your back on track! 
01 Dec 17 by member: 8Patty
Thanks, Patty! 
01 Dec 17 by member: mskestrela
It is sad how the holidays effect us mentally and physically. I know I am always in a bad mental state. I think the problem is that There is such a large disconnect between the fantasy and the reality for me. I'm not sure. But rather than being filled with joy I have a huge sense of grief or something. It is strange but it will go away eventually 😀. Glad you are back on track 
01 Dec 17 by member: newnbetter
Hang in there Kes, hope the weeks ahead go smooth for you!!  
02 Dec 17 by member: Steven Lloyd
I hope I can avoid putting on too much weight over Christmas. I usually put on about 7 lbs and then wonder why I did it. Our traditional Christmas dinner has expanded over the years and there are far too many delicious goodies in the shops. I'm going to try to avoid buying them. I'm sorry your Thanksgiving dinner was a disappointment. Probably why you felt the need for the other comfort food. Hope you enjoy your Keto turkey legs 🙂 
02 Dec 17 by member: Doobrie
Know the feeling ...changes in traditions...I felt it so strongly after the kiddos grew up and moved out...especially during the holidays. Starting at Halloween...I was a goner...and woke up in the new year...plus 10-15lbs. Hang in there...I didn't come back here...like you have...in time to save yourself that grief. Courageous! KCKO! 
02 Dec 17 by member: Judyrose1997
Home is where the holidays are! Not sure if I said that right. New traditions are happening all the time. As a 48 year old I can say we are not in Mayberry anymore. Enjoy the holidays as much as you can with your new friends who may become like family. 
02 Dec 17 by member: Maine coon
I’m sorry you have discomfort. If you are still constipated try warm water with lemon and salt in it on an empty stomach. Or keep a jar of Sole... I swear by the stuff!! For me greasy eggs always do the trick. 😉 
02 Dec 17 by member: mamamc7

     
 

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