linda1806's Journal, 23 April 2012

Am I normal?? Okay so recently I have been feeling weird.. I am feeling angry, depressed and lonely. IDK why I am feeling this way. There are so many things going on around me that I have to sit back and wonder why do I feel this way..I often have to think is this normal?? or maybe I am feeling sorry for myself. I often find me just wanting to do something crazy.. (no not suicide) I mean like drink have lots of drinks.. Crazy thing is I haven't drank since last July..Sometimes, I feel like my so called friends don't understand me. I have friends but.. well if you call them that.Which right now I am thinking I need to get out and make new friends.. a boyfriend?? hmmmm well I am still leagally married but, have been seperated for 2 years. So I guess I am waiting on him to see what happens. That's another story there. Sorry.. I guess I just need to vent or need a fat ol cigar!! lol.. I don't even smoke!!

Anyway, I really have thought of getting help from my doctor.. Idk. the last time I went to him he pretty much told me the reason my son acts the way he does..is due to the absence of his father! Okay that's not something I wanted to hear. I think I have done a pretty damn good job alone so far til his father can be in the picture..
So maybe it's time I go to another doctor.

Anyway.. hope you all have a good day..

Diet Calendar Entries for 23 April 2012:
641 kcal Fat: 22.09g | Prot: 50.73g | Carb: 63.86g.   Breakfast: Sausage, Egg & Cheese. Lunch: whole wheat bread, Chunk White Albacore Tuna in Water, Mild Cheddar Cheese (Shredded). Dinner: green tea, carrots,broccoli and cauliflower, fish. Snacks/Other: coke zero. more...
2195 kcal Activities & Exercise: Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 20 minutes, Walking (brisk) - 4/mph - 1 hour, Exercise machine (moderate) - 30 minutes, Bicycling (fast) - 15/mph - 15 minutes, Resting - 13 hours and 55 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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If you don't feel comfortable with your doctor, find someone else. I think sometimes people go through those feelings when you have a bad week with friends or family, then eventually you can get out of it. But, if it's something that you just can't shake, maybe a trip to the doctor and something to help you cope isn't a bad idea, especially if it gets worse. Maybe you and your friends are going different ways with your lives, and it's time to move on. Or, maybe you just need to talk to them (if they'll listen) and let them know how you feel, maybe they feel the same. Whatever the case is, I hope you feel better soon. :) 
23 Apr 12 by member: mars2kids
You are right. thank you so much. I am going to give my old friends some space and see what happens. Right now I am going to look into a new dr. Thank you!! Have a great day!! 
23 Apr 12 by member: linda1806
FIND a NEW Doctor! I would have fired him ON THE SPOT for a comment like that. I think people who become doctors have an asshole gene theat gets exressed way too often. Have you joined the gym? Gotten into the kick boxing class or ??? I bet that would fulfill some of your crazy cravings, and work off the weird place in life we have fallin into. I bet you are feeling that way also because you have lost so much weight! AND are getting close to "getting out"! Dating, and feeling good about yourself?? !! Wahoo girl, I am gonna catch up to ya:-) 
26 Apr 12 by member: Lizzygracemusic
LOl. Well I hope this feeling is temporary!! Mother nature has left the buliding!! ha ha so maybe that had a lot to do with it! Yes, I have joined the gym and I love it!! They still don't offer classes yet..but, maybe I can find Kickboxing on Youtube. Ha ha I will wait for you to reach our goals at the same time before we do the website dating.. yikes!! that's if I don't chicken out!!  
26 Apr 12 by member: linda1806

     
 

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