Baileyrose85's Journal, 02 April 2012

I WAS HORRIBLE THIS WEEKEND! I don't think I ate one single meal at home, we were meeting with friends and eating out and drinking all weekend. So this week, it is back on track in a major way!

Friday night I had a great, long conversation with my fiance. That was what contributed to my horrific alcohol/calorie consumption, but it was worth it in my eyes. He's been home a week and a half now and it has been an adjustment for both of us. I don't have my after work freedom and he is bored and wants me home all the time. But no matter what we are going through now, I am confident that it will get better. The great thing about our relationship is that even though we may fight quite a bit sometimes (we're both damn stubborn), all it takes is a few beers on the patio and a good conversation and everything is all better. There were even times he mentioned going to the gym with me. Although I think it is going to be a long time before he is willing to get up with me in the mornings to go before I go to work, but I am going to look into adding him to my gym membership on the off chance I can get him to go with me on the weekends or after work. In the meantime, he is getting his exersice and sun playing dick golf and that is fine by me.

Made it to the gym fairly on time so I got my full hour in. I was really tired so I went easy on myself... I NEED TO STOP doing that! I am defintely not on track for my next goal of 10 lbs by my sister in law to be's wedding which is now only 2 weeks away, but I am confident that with some discipline I can drop at least another 5 by then. And now is the time to start mentioning using the fiance's Macy's card to buy a new dress for me and my Bug for the wedding :) Don't really have much in my closet that I could wear. I am trying to stay away from black. I want to be spring-esque and not night club-esque.

We have a break from the rain today. It's still only going to be 65 or so, but at least it won't be pouring rain. I hate it, we live at the bottom of the foothills in CA. We are just barely too far east to get snow... so it just pours. I am terribly afraid that it is going to be freezing until July... I guess if nothing else, that gives me more time to get bikini ready.

As for tonight, I am going home to spend the evening with my man and my little one. Small possibility I may throw caution to the wind and pack them in the car to head to SF for the Giant's/A's exhibition game tonight but I will probably end up calling in sick to work tomorrow if I do..... hmmmmm. If not, it will be a quiet, healthy dinner at home, some cleaning and maybe, if I can drag him outside, a nice walk. It should be a good night.

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1740 kcal

Fat: 66.30g | Prot: 111.39g | Carb: 179.98g.   Breakfast: Salsa Con Queso (Medium), Scoops! 100% White Corn Tortilla Chips, starbucks, Light Vanilla Soymilk, Muscle Milk Light Powder. Lunch: safeway farms broccoli florets, oscar mayer deli fresh mesquite, Turkey and cheddar flatbread sandwich with fruit. Dinner: Refried Beans (Canned), Avocados, Mild Cheddar Cheese Shredded, Light Sour Cream, Beef Inside Skirt Steak (Lean Only, Trimmed to 1/4" Fat), Carb Balance Flour Tortillas (Soft Taco Size). more...

2354 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 8 hours, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 25 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 35 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...