ilovedallasgreen's Journal, 29 March 2012

i binged.

i binged like there was no tommorow. 2 days of eating pretty terribly and then last night i had -- cherry slice, lasagne, entire packet of hot cross buns with butter (thats 8!), hedgehog slice. all at once ...yuck!!

this is exactly me problem, im SO all-or-nothing. as soon as i got sick and couldn't exercise my eating went out the window. absolutely hating myself atm :( im going to reserect this and eat extremely low calorie for the next few days. lots of salad and veg for me.
185.6 lb Lost so far: 25.8 lb.    Still to go: 25.1 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
gaining 4.3 lb a week

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it happens to us all. i've scarfed entire pizzas and quarts of ice cream on a hangover illness. don't restrict too low that you don't have energy to workout. that won't help. what is a hedgehog? like the animal? lol. 
28 Mar 12 by member: JessWhatINeeded
Hahahaha nah its a chocolate slice made at most bakeries. Delicious. Im theworst when im hungover too, i amaze myself with how much i can eat. Its amazing how many bingers there are out there! I always thing 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! IM EFFED IN THE HEAD!!' but really its fairly common i guess. Just so frustrating  
28 Mar 12 by member: ilovedallasgreen
Come on girl get back on track- food is so not worth a bad body! SAY NO! I am so much like you in that aspect! ahaha, once I start I can not stop eating! I think when I eat one bad thing I feel guilty so I decide to really ruin it and just eat everything I like- and thats sooo bad!  
29 Mar 12 by member: Haley13P
exactly! i have one bad thing and then my mind just thinks 'the damage is done, todays a writeoff'. yuck! at a music festival last year I saw a really hot chick wearing a singlet that said ''NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS BEING SKINNY FEELS'' haha todays been good :) healthy me 
30 Mar 12 by member: ilovedallasgreen
New day! Binge eating can soooo over take you! I am amazed at how much one can eat during one of "those" moments. Non-bingers just don't get it. The mixture of self hate, self satisfaction, bliss at good tasting food, combined with a "screw it" additude. Deadly. I schedule binge days. And make promises to stay away from them on all others. Next Sunday is Rabbit Bunny Day (Celebration of Spring and All Things Living). I feast! I am not looking forward to the Monday after weigh in. I find that if you schedule a cheat day, you dont always binge so much. It is not quite as "forbidden". It loses some "screw it", I guess. LOL By the way, I saw your other post. I am short. 5' 4". My low is 140lbs, but that is too skinny for me (size 4-6). I am comfy at 160lbs. You are tall, rt?  
30 Mar 12 by member: jessabridge4444
i hate that non-bingers dont understand! arghh! I have never considered a binge-day before. but i think with how im going thats actually a pretty good idea. So i have to make myself be SUPER good all week so im allowed to eat crappy on a certain day. I can see myself thinking 'no, nothing bad now i have to wait till monday' and then not really even needing the bad thing as desperately by the monday. Maybe this is something i should try. - work on complete control for the 6 days. Im 6 foot tall. I want to lose another 11-12kg to get me down to around 73kg  
02 Apr 12 by member: ilovedallasgreen
I love that pic of you in those shorts! You look so glamourous! Now that your feeling better, I am sure the last kg will come off! 
02 Apr 12 by member: jessabridge4444
not kg, 11kg haha. im not even in my healthy bmi yet :/ but im sure it will come off not that im back being super motivated yay! thanks for the compliment :) was a pretty big deal for me to wear shorts 
02 Apr 12 by member: ilovedallasgreen

     
 

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