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Something is going on with me. I'm not sure what it is. I'm feeling 'off'. I thought it was my motivation, but now I'm not sure. yeah, I'm a big mental case. =( School maybe? feeling alone? IDK. I just wish this 'feeling' would go away. I don't feel like I can really 'talk' about it to anyone. I have my GF, and she would listen, but....I feel so stupid talking about it. Blah. I just feel the need to get this OUT of me. usually it helps. BUT. It hasn't been helping. So many people say......you will snap out of it, your too sensitive, sometimes it feels like I feel EVERYTHING. Does that make sense? Pain, sadness, fear, loneliness, uncertinty, why am I feeling all of these things??????????
yeah, I'm sensitive. I take offense to alot of things. So what? I rather have feelings and emotions then someone who doesn't.
maybe it's just the winter blues. =(
I know. I need to deal with my crap. But it's like my CRAP is dealing with ME.
I don't even know what I'm saying anymore
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You make a lot of sense. When you are feeling down like this, sit back take a few deep breaths and look how far you have come :) Which is extremely far girl.
26 Jan 12 by member: Jennifer2010
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I completely understand what you're saying. I keep blaming it on the winter blues. Better days a head! Smile! :)
26 Jan 12 by member: CharlyH
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I think that sometimes it just seems like the world really tries to break people. Especially the tough ones! It's almost like a test to see how much crap you can put up with.
Just keep showing the world who is boss!
26 Jan 12 by member: 2hip2live
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People like to say snap out of it because unlike a broken arm or bruise the pain felt from feeling down is not altogether quantifiable but it doesn't mean it hurts any less. I don't have to tell you that obviously you are a huge success with your weight you've come such a long way and are still pushing. My assumption is that success is not an isolated indecent in your life and you probably successful in many others aspects but sometimes no matter how much we succeed in other areas we tend to focus on our failures or perceived short comings.
That's my long winded way of saying just keep being you and let the rest of the world snap out of it. Just as Spring thaw always follow Winter freeze this to shall pass.
26 Jan 12 by member: Shimon HaNasi
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My problem is when I feel like this I want to reach for any comfort food in sight!
Just remember it will get better - you've lost so much weight and you are still losing, you are busy with school, you have a LOT to be proud of in your life.
27 Jan 12 by member: HeatherKM
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Thank you for sharing this with us. I've been actually feeling pretty similar lately, and it helps to know I'm not the only one. Everyone around me has also been getting sick, so I'm hoping it's not my immune system going down. Hopefully whatever it is, we'll both feel better soon.
27 Jan 12 by member: tabbycat1415
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Have you ever talked to a doctor about your depression? I have moments of depression like everyone else, but I aways know the cause of it. If it happens to you for what seems like no reason and you can't do anything to help it, maybe you need more help? I hope you feel better soon.
02 Feb 12 by member: serafano
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My GF is an artist.....so i moderately understand. She is much more emotional than i am and feels things pretty extreme but basically the way she feels better is if she gets it out and talks about it. She started seeing a therapist. Shes planning on starting yoga. Maybe take some time to learn some useful relaxation techniques that work for you. Hope things get better.
03 Feb 12 by member: Ninjapanda
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I get you on the emotional roller coaster. It hurts and it's a major struggle and sometimes you just wanna scream in frustration from it all! Yoga sounds good, therapy could help if that's an option. Distractions and purges always help. Try to learn to step back from it all, look at the situation clearly as you can and dig everything out searching for the positive things to hold onto. You're doing great, your weight is coming off- that alone is a huge adjustment for any sane person. It's GOING to be OK, you ARE going to do great, and everyting WILL work itself out. Big hugs and hang in there.
06 Feb 12 by member: QuirkyNat
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Hang in there and please dont go away..
16 Feb 12 by member: Carolyn Ray
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Winter blues are a bugger. I recommend getting some Omega 3 oil tablets, and maybe evening primrose, both of which I find really helpful when I get seasonally affected. Take care, honey. xx
16 Feb 12 by member: ferlengheti
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