Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 01 August 2016

I have boob moons. I decided to run errands today over lunch which equals me running around Walmart like a crazy lady getting everything we ran out of over the weekend that will keep in the car until I get home. Running around like a crazy lady in a slightly form fitting t-shirt equals... boob moons. Which wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't back at work. Luckily I have a shirt that goes over the slightly form fitting t-shirt so I am now forming pit moons to cover up my boob moons in hope that there will be no moon in the near future because I have one of those tiny fans on my desk. Now that I think about it I look like my ex menopausal boss hovering in front of a tiny neon pink fan, only hers was white and I don't believe she owned anything neon or pink. I seriously need to get healthier. I don't remember sweating this much when I was healthier. Maybe it's because I wasn't wearing two shirts in hopes of hiding my front bump because the tent method always hides a front bump. At least that's what I now tell myself.

I don't want to jinx myself but in spite of the full moon going on today I seem to have found my mojo. Yesterday was good despite the kids being carb monsters and literally sprinkling me with dorito dust or shoving half eaten slightly soggy on one side cookies at my face. Today I resisted an English muffin soaked in cheese. Breakfast at work was sausage egg and cheese muffins so I ate my sausage and egg and them smashed the rest in the bottom of my garbage can. Last week? Last week I said.. no no muffin. I'll just nibble off the cheese. Eh.. it's only a muffin.. I ate the muffin. Today? No muffin! I seems I have a budding willpower! I have know idea where it has been hiding but I've missed it.

Food plan is just log what I eat. I cannot plan to save my life. This may explain why I am a hot mess running around crazy lady. So far so good. I just have to make sure I have plenty of food I should be eating around me.

On a slightly different side note.. Fatsecret wants me to weigh in now. But I promised I would only weigh once a month. I won't weigh in again until the 25th to keep my mind on what I should be eating and doing and basing everything on a number. Yesterday I almost failed.. I use the scale as an extra inch to reach the socks in the bottom of the washer which is part of our bathroom/laundry room. I realized and hoped off before a number appeared.. then I washed the socks again. :) We will have very very clean socks by the time the 25th comes around. Yes I'm crazy. Yes I know I'm crazy. No I have no plans on seeking help anytime soon. I like my crazy.

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1614 kcal

Fat: 104.35g | Prot: 75.36g | Carb: 108.74g.   Breakfast: Cheddar Cheese, Johnsonville Sausage Patty, Egg. Lunch: Ready Pac Bistro Santa Fe Style Salad. Dinner: M&M's Milk Chocolate M&M's, Oreo Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, Ground Beef (80% Lean / 20% Fat). Snacks/Other: Atkins Snack Chocolate Oatmeal Fiber Bar. more...

2459 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Elliptical - 15 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...