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LANEYLOO's Journal, 05 November 2009
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Im feeling depressed as I always do on bonfire night ! I always think about my son who died in november and I remember taking him to a local bonfire display and I just want to stuff my face with as much sweet stuff as I can! why do we always run to food as a confort? he would have been 19 this year damian david poynter 1990 november 13th / 1991-november 18th RIP MY LITTLE BOY XXXXX
Diet Calendar Entries for 05 November 2009:
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2024 kcal
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Fat: 46.96g | Prot: 64.03g | Carb: 322.99g.
Breakfast: banana, WEIGHT WATCHES CARROT CAKE, Sweet 'N Low, Oatso Simple - golden syrup. Lunch: Corned Beef (Lean Only Eaten), GRAVY, SAUCE, CARROTS, TURNIP, POTATOE, WHOLEMEAL BREAD, BUTTER. Dinner: beef madras, cuppa soup tomato. Snacks/Other: WHITE CHOC BAR (Fun Size), pepsi max, RUM, Quality Street Chocolates, LEMON CHEESE/WEIGHT WATCHES/2=1 PORTION, WEIGHT WATCHES CARROT CAKE, MULLER LIGHT, TREACLE SYRUP 0.3=1 teaspoon22calories. more...
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2063 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Housework - 1 hour, Sitting - 8 hours, Standing - 6 hours, Resting - 1 hour, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Hi there buddy, hows it going there, ye your right why o! why do we always turn to food for comfort at times like this,wish i could give you the answer,we have good memories and can laugh and cry when we think of them we,ve lost ,their always gonna be in our hearts, i cant even begin to imagine what it must be like for you, losing someone you love is bad enough but a child, here for you, your buddy Dianne
05 Nov 09 by member: happy hoppy
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Thanks matey it's bad every year on this day! then all of november Im really glad my daughter didn't want to go to the local bonfire with her daughter how would I have felt ? bad to say I didn't want to go and bad if I didn't ! I think she knew this deep down ! Im so grateful she left it as it was though! ah well I did eat alittle over what I should have but I did also Have a little tipple too ooops I can forgive myself Im only human eh lass! thanks diane (my real names lorraine but I like people to call me laney as It was my pet name from my late dad! keeps his memory alive for me ! thanks xxxxx I wish I had better memories for my son as I blanked out them all, as the pain was too bad and I did go through a rough patch where I took smokey jo's to forget. stupid me eh? now all I can remeber are the photo memories. how sad is that!
05 Nov 09 by member: LANEYLOO
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Ps diane, they told me he died due to cot death as there was no real reason for his death.
05 Nov 09 by member: LANEYLOO
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