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I wish I could have "re-joined" F.S. Instead of coming back months later, walking the hall of shame with my added pounds. I blame it on my damn work crew for being so flippin' generous with the goodies. We were all losing weight together for a good while...then, my new boss, Stacey came and it was all over...
She came to us around the time that I departed from F.S., a thin, woman, about to be married. She married July 18th and when she returned to work, all hell broke loose...it was a party every day with all you can eat! She said, "I'm married now, I don't have to look good any more!" lol.
So, while I blame my darling boss Stacey, for every bite I took and the rest of our crew (we all added lbs.) for joining in the festivities, I know it was me eating like a pig when I was away from work as well with my "what the hell" attitude.
So here I am, in my fat clothes ready to go walking. I hope all is well in Fat Secretville with all of you. I'm back!
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Welcome back. There's no hall of shame here....if there is then we're all in it with you. Wishing you great success in your restart.
10 Feb 16 by member: jmb3450
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10 Feb 16 by member: John10251
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there is no walk of shame.. $!#@ happens ... it's just something you gotta do. no worries. just do it. so no feelin bad!!! look ahead :D
10 Feb 16 by member: 8hunter6
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It is hard to look at sweets and realize you can't eat them, especially now that I'm on a sugar free diet.
10 Feb 16 by member: warrenwinter
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Welcome back!! :)
I took a detour myself...it happens...don't beat yourself up! :)
10 Feb 16 by member: trickiernikki12
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better late than never. You got this! :D
10 Feb 16 by member: cnith
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Thank you cnith, tikiernikki12, warrenwinter, 8hunter6, john10251 & jmb3450 for the warmth. I came back because I really can't do it by myself. I influenced others at work on my last trip in and even a couple joined FS, then we all fell off together when my new boss came! None of us can fit in our clothes any more and I had to declare war! lol! I love to eat! But I'm no Rebel Wilson. I mean, she's so comfortable in her body and I'm so NOT! I wish I had even I tiny bit of her confidence at any weight! But I feel old and FLUFFY! I want to back out of the bedroom when I'm naked so my husband won't what? See my butt? This whole thing's a trip because I'm realizing that I have this whole self-conscience thing going on that I need to fix. But how do you fix THAT????
Okay, guys thanks for letting me jabber about my insecurities. I suppose a lot of us have them. My husband said yesterday that until he loses his belly (what belly? I thought to myself!) he doesn't want to take his shirt off in front of people to go swimming!
Anyhow, thanks again. I can't do this without you!
13 Feb 16 by member: herpinusa
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You will regroup and find a way to be on track even with the foodies all around you.
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