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Let me start by apologizing to dump on folks, whether anyone really cares or not. (don't know me so don't expect anyone to care) and not trying to be sarcastic either in that statement. Just need to vent.
I'm from the old school folks, turning 58 next month. Dated almost zilch as a young kid, met a man I loved and didn't have sex until marriage and never have had sex with anyone else.
Two days ago my husband of ALMOST 37 years walked out on me while I was out having lunch with my sister. He took everything as far as ALL our money, vehicle and such. I have the house and land which is paid for but not a dime and haven't worked in 2 years. He messed up then and lost our house. I cashed in my 401k and paid cash for our house. I haven't worked since due to my health has started to deteriorate. No medical insurance for me so only went to once when I had sinus infection and needed antibiotics. Have found out now that while I worked 12 hour shifts at night (he wasn't working due to breaking his back and got on ssd) he was spending that time on the computer deep in games, ADULT games. Oh and not to mention he spent 24 hours a day laying on the bed saying he couldn't do anything because of his back.
Long story short, (of course there is a lot more) he decided to leave me, his 3 children, grandchildren, one which he raised from birth, AND his OWN father who is 84, very bad heart condition and lives with us.
Also found out he is behind on the electric and water bill. He was in charge of paying them and that he let our house insurance drop. So now I'm not able to work, not on disability, no transportation, and lets face it, destitute. I CANNOT give up my home, its all I own and ever will. Oh and lest you wonder the INTERNET BILL is caught totally up. Of course since he was living his life there. Oh and was OVERDRAWING his checking account (closed mine when I lost my job) every single month because he was spending it online for his games and women I guess.
My conclusion is that he has become severely addicted to the game, one called "bloodline" or something like that and probably porn too. He took so little of what he owned, just made sure heu had birth certificate and his computer. And last but not least wouldn't take a shower for MONTHS and absolutely quit brushing his teeth...they turned green. Guess it would take him away from the game too long?
I will say that I am now leaning on the Lord to get me by moment by moment and DO intend to stay on the LCHF until my weight is good and hopefully won't need to take metformin or anything. Hoping the high blood pressure will be under control also.
Weigh in for my challenge will be Tuesday and as long as I can keep the net going I will continue to hang in there.
Thanks for reading this, just needed to vent so badly. I can't really talk to the kids about their dad, even though they are grown. Oh and he told our oldest daughter she was in charge of everything now. She is devastated and furious at her dad at the same time. God bless all. Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
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