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Although I'm staying away from bread and most wheat products, hubby bought two bags of pretzels. (I love pretzels and sunflower seeds). I only ate about 12 or so sticks on three days, but I really don't want to be eating them at all. I know no one is to blame, but myself! I just wish hubby was more serious about getting healthy and losing the excess weight... and not pass the pretzels.
But on the other hand, he never used to buy pretzels. He only buys them because he thinks I'll eat them with him. He used to buy those awful dollar-store cookies and cheeseballs, so the pretzels are healthier, for HIM. So I dare not complain about the pretzels. He is not anti-wheat anyway and he still lost 20 lbs.
If only I could get him off the pop and Cheese Whiz crap...
Even though I am not hungry, sitting in front of that stupid TV with hubby is so boring, and food seems to be a habit to take on while lazing on the couch. Such stupid behaviour! I need hubby to stop asking me to 'keep him company' because I don't like sitting in front of the idiot box while mindlessly eating pretzels.
Took hubby to the hospital earlier this week because he insisted he's having a stroke. I couldn't see any evidence of it, but I took him anyway. They concluded that maybe dementia is setting in. Oh great. Just what I need.
We didn't have breakfast when we went into the hospital, and we were there all day, so we got REALLY hungry. The cafeteria was closed. Dudley complained to the nurse, so she brought us sandwiches and custard. Well I wasn't touching that bread, nor the custard with its high-fructose corn syrup. I looked at the candy machine but everything looked like chemically poisoned food and I lost my appetite. Didn't eat til we got home. In spite of being so hungry, I ate just one serving of our supper and that lasted til morning. Of that, I was proud of myself!
However, I did go into the ice cream on two days this week (two scoops each time). This time, I can't blame hubby for buying it -- I did that deed all by myself! I am surprised that I didn't gain anything and I hope this does not let me think that I can have ice cream twice a week!! Because ice cream is not satisfying.
I think I'm feeling depressed. I wonder if hubby will see a geriatric psychiatrist....? What life am I heading for, as his caretaker?
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235.0 lb
Lost so far: 8.5 lb.
Still to go: 69.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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steady weight
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