blurose411's Journal, 18 April 2015

Sorry everyone for not being on in a while. I have been trying to get caught up on my notifications to let you guys know I'm still supporting you; even if it is more in spirit these days. This past week has been difficult for me. I have been stressed/depressed/busy all week long. Early in the week I was having back and leg problems that were concerning and put me out of commission. Then while that was still going on my middle child called from school sick. As soon as we got her well and back in school the youngest came down with it. My back is doing better but I am worried that one wrong move will put me back down. More of my bad eating habits are sneaking back in. I'm already back to eating one meal a day, which is causing my late night cravings to come back. I'm giving in too much to the soda addiction. Frankly I'm surprised I haven't gained more. So much is in limbo right now. My son is turning 16 on the 30th and it looks as though we won't be able to do anything to celebrate. Which is bumming us all out. I still need to get a job, I still don't know how I will pull it off. The hubby was hopeful that he would be getting a part time job this summer, but that is looking less likely as he is not where he needed to be in class by this point. Mostly, I am trying to numb out till the light at the end can be seen. Any way, I hope everyone else is having a better time at it than we are. I'm sending you all my love and support even if I don't get the chance to get on here and tell you. Happy journey everyone!
182.2 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 57.2 lb.    Diet followed N/A.

Diet Calendar Entry for 18 April 2015:
1167 kcal Fat: 13.80g | Prot: 86.20g | Carb: 172.93g.   Dinner: Asparagus, Skinless Chicken Breast, Poultry Gravy, Great Value Bowtie Noodles Pasta. more...

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Thanks for update. Life does give lemons sometimes. Praying for you to know if better days real soon. Trusting your son will know how much you love him regardless of what is done on the 30th. Stay in touch as you are able. 
18 Apr 15 by member: SuccessThisTime58
you are doing great - look at where you came from! i hope everything goes well with you and your family hang in there everything will get better 
19 Apr 15 by member: bertoldiamanda
Thank you guys for the support. I've finally got a plan concerning a job, so prayers that it will work out will be appreciated.  
21 Apr 15 by member: blurose411

     
 

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