Eden6's Journal, 30 March 2015

I broke up with my fiancée yesterday. I feel like a monster. I don't handle it well when I hurt other people.

I believe it was the right decision. But that doesn't make today any easier.

No desire to eat, really. Hungry, but nothing sounds like it wouldn't be gag-inducing at the moment. Trying to at least drink water.

Hurting today.

Diet Calendar Entries for 30 March 2015:
938 kcal Fat: 17.36g | Prot: 36.93g | Carb: 165.83g.   Breakfast: Minute Maid Fruit Punch (Bottle). Lunch: Lettuce Salad with Assorted Vegetables (Including Tomatoes and/or Carrots), Black Olives, Publix 12" Chicken Tender Sub Sandwich. more...
2145 kcal Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 8 hours, Driving - 1 hour and 45 minutes, Resting - 8 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 5 hours and 30 minutes. more...

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You will get better, you just need some time. 
30 Mar 15 by member: snezica
Sorry for how you're feeling. My youngest daughter just did the same thing recently and her feelings were the same. It'll get better in time. It's a tough thing to do, but if he wasn't the one for you then you made the right decision and avoided greater hurt to both of you down the road. 
30 Mar 15 by member: jmb3450
I applaud your courage to make a tough decision. When it is "right", you will know it all the way down to your toes! Stay with it and vent all you want here - people will support you! 
30 Mar 15 by member: HCB
Thank you, all of you. The support means so much more than you know. 
30 Mar 15 by member: Eden6
Congratulations on being strong enough to recognize that you needed to make the decision you did. It will definitely take time, but you will feel better.  
30 Mar 15 by member: Bethlauren8
If it doesn't feel right it is probably not. I know for myself I know when something is "right" and there is NO doubt. You will know the "right". Trust yourself.  
30 Mar 15 by member: Cherry314
His mother is coming by where I work to pick up the engagement ring. As restrictive as it has felt on my finger lately, it's still hard to let a stupid piece of jewelry go. Carbon and gold can represent so much.  
30 Mar 15 by member: Eden6
Yes, but in this case they represented the wrong thing. You will find the right one, and you'll know it when you do. 
30 Mar 15 by member: Bethlauren8
Better to do this then to marry and be with a person you don't want to be with. You did the right thing now give yourself time and you will feel better. I know Ive been there! 
30 Mar 15 by member: onemoretime2
Feeling your pain. Don't bottle it up.  
30 Mar 15 by member: jparlett
I'm so sorry. I am twice divorced and these things are never easy, even when it is the right decision. BIG HUGS to you. Keep you chin up!  
30 Mar 15 by member: Lucy1771

     
 

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