|
I am just really upset today. I don't know what else to do. I was gone all day yesterday and the first thing out of their Dad's mouth was about the chores not being done. I made dinner and we were gone again. When we got home he was no where to be found and not answering his cell phone. I made it back home about 10pm to find a dark house with the t.v. on and he was in bed. The kids spent the night with friends, so I was up and had to go get them ready for swim lessons again at 930am. John was home by 900am. He wanted me to feed the horses, no big deal but they would have to wait until 2pm. I asked him to pick up the house because we would have company at 230 and I wouldn't be home until then. I came home to a worse mess than I left and he is again no where to be found. So now I am getting ready to have company and my house is trashed and they have never been to my house before.
OK sorry, had to vent on that one.
On the diet, not great today but I didn't have a lot of time this morning. We went to swim lessons so no time for breakfast for me. We had a picnic at the park with a friend and her kids which was fun, but hot. I haven't had a lot of points today, and planing on a lean cuisine for dinner tonight. I don't know yet what I am fixing for the kids for dinner, but I figure it out. I haven't had any exercise yet today, and hoping I can get some cleaning done at the church. I have got to check on how much a storage unit costs per month and I can start getting some things boxed up and stored away and get some clutter out of the house. I am wanting to at least start walking this evening with the dog. I really enjoyed my time walking at his mom's. The kids have swimming lessons tomorrow too so another busy day. Thursday will be down right hectic. Between church day camp and swim lessons in two different towns 25 miles apart. I am checking on the applications I filled out last week on Thursday while I am waiting for Michael at his day camp. I am hoping to get a job to start before July but it is getting close and I haven't heard anything yet.
I did make some decisions today that I will pay my computer payment out of my church money and the rest is going into my account and if John still wants me to figure and pay the bills I will but I am not doing anything until I am asked with the money. I am standing up for my kids from now on and if that means my marriage will end then that is what it means. I am taking care of myself and if that doesn't make anyone happy then that is their problem, I have to be here for my kids.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Tuesday and get in a lot of exercise it is summertime!
Diet Calendar Entry for 23 June 2009:
|
525 kcal
|
Fat: 17.25g | Prot: 10.50g | Carb: 84.00g.
Lunch: Sunny D Orange fused Strawberry, 100 Calorie Cracker Crisps, Wheat Thins Crackers - Reduced Fat, Concord Grape Jelly, Chunky Peanut Butter, Wheat Sandwich Bread. more...
|
|