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been a crazy last couple weeks. Some of it I was down, but I'm better now. I think I've been pushing myself too much and not enjoying the moment. I really have to get control on that. I realize my weight is not dropping like I want it to even though I am following my woe, BUT I just have to realize this is ME and that is that. At least I feel ok. I did start to creep up again and that really scares me. I'm back at 161 now I just really want to get down to 138-142 and sometimes I don't know if it is possible. I'm still going to OA but things haven't been as fulfilling there. Again I think I was pushing it to much, trying to make too many meetings. I work full time take care of my mother (alzheimers) full time (she comes to work with me) and I have financial difficulties right now. BUT I know there are others with their own challenges also. AND I need to get off the 'pitty potty', A friend told me that when I get off (the 'pitty potty') to remember to flush!
I'm trying to find something each day to smile/laugh about. My pets are my saving grace, I have a cat on my lap now and one behind me on my chair, my dog curled up on her blanket next to me and 2 other kitties waiting in my bed for me. They seem to know when I need extra love. Thank you my fur family :-)
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