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I am so disappointed with myself. April 22nd I weighed 179.9 and this morning I got on the scale at 206! I stopped taking care of myself and doing only for my family and they are so ungrateful and so unkind and unloving. My selfish children have turned out to be takers. My 18 year old is pregnant and there are 3 different guys whom could be the father. my 20 year old is divorced and a single mom and literally living off me. she pays no rent and I babysit for her for free. she gets food stamps and buys 90 dollars worth of food and puts it in the house and she thinks she is saving my ass. I would kick her out if I weren't so worried for the welfare of my grand baby and where she would be babysat if not by me. several children have been molested at young ages in my family and I refuse to let any of mine fall prey to that kind of evil. so I am up a total of 29 pounds and I need to get it back off.
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