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Today is Wednesday April 1st. I just ate 4 Reeses cups and 2 scoops of Vanilla icecream. I am so tired of being fat. Seems like just yesterday when I lost weight and was a size 12 not the size 20 I presently am. Always tired and winded. My fear of another failed relationship keeps me eating to avoid being attractive and being attracted to yet another loser. Therefore I eat. Food never dissappoints. Food is always reliable and feels good. Only whilst I eat it, because the guilt of eating it is immediate.
Today is the first day to begin anew. My prayer is God while strengthen my desire to live a long and healthy life which begins with losing weight.
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