Evil_Angel_Shay's Journal, 15 February 2011

Feeling like I'm going out of my mind, but that's not really related to my weight loss efforts (at least not today).

Hopefully before the end of this week I will have scheduled an appointment to have my thyroid & a complete blood panel done (basically a whole physical). Going through the student health center so the whole thing should cost around $60. As much as I DON'T want to have finally inherited the family disease, having a thyroid problem would do much to explain things. I am at about the right age for it to happen, as it did for the rest of the women in my family. If that's not it then I know I'll be referred to a specialist & that I won't be able to afford. I can't imagine being put on yet another diet by a doctor at this point in my life. I've already done it all (except for HCG, and the like, thankfully). Idk, cart before the horse. I have far more than enough going on in life to stress about than this before anything has even been done.

Things are going well w/ my personal trainer. He's really nice & personable. I am NOT a morning person & I hate talking/engaging in real conversation before I'm fully awake & capable to do so, but he always seems to make it easy (damn him!! Lol). Last Thurs he had me do a 1/8 mi of deep lunges . . . only today did my legs & butt finally feel normal again. No more duck walking or crippled walking down stairs! It was pretty funny though. I told him that this was going to be a love/hate relationship between us. As sore as I was all weekend, it was still a very good thing. Today we agreed that on Thurs will be my last full body workout & next week we'll start focusing on a day of upper body & a day of lower body. I think in March, if my crazy, chaotic family life will permit, I'm going to kick it up to 4 sessions/wk. I'll have to buy another package before the month is out, but considering how cheap our personal training packages are, I'd better jump at the chance while I have it. I really wasn't sure after my first meeting w/ Cameron that I'd like him or that he'd push me hard enough, but I was WRONG!! He really is great & he does NOT let me get away with staying in my comfort zone. He constantly pushes me but not outside of what I am capable of doing. If anything doesn't feel right or I don't like, then that's it, we don't do it anymore. So yeah, at least ONE thing in my life is going well.

So the Rob Zombie concert last week. It was freakin' AWESOME!!! I was right up front, touched the man 3 times (no he's not a god, but pretty damn hot for a man his age). Piggy D handed me his towel. That turned into a bitter fight w/ another person that nearly caused me to be strangled so I let go, but in the end, the security guard got involved & when all was said & done I ended up with the towel. I ended up cutting it in half w/ my friend who helped battle for it, even after I let go. I'm not one of those people that "idolizes" pop figures (or people in general). They're just people who are amazingly awesome at what they do. That being said, I have NO idea what the heck I'm supposed to do with this sweaty towel that has make-up & hair all over it . . . One thing I wasn't expecting, that was one of the most racist experiences I've ever had. There haven't been many times in my life when I was afraid to be black, but that was definitely one of them. I guess I really didn't think about this as being a venue that was going to bring out the white priders, but apparently it did. Some chick said after the show they were outside chanting & fist pumping. That being said, I think I will be far more aware of the people around me while attending rock & metal concerts. I hate that I have to feel like I have to be on high alert, but after the towel incident & the guy saying he was going to find me after the show, I'm going to have to. BUT, overall it was still a great experience & I enjoyed myself.

Alright, off to figure out what I think is the most deviant social behavior in America between 2010-11 & come up w/ a debate (if I said what I really considered it to be, the social deviant in me would become blatantly obvious & I'd be shunned for the semester) . . . Oh what fun . . .

Diet Calendar Entries for 15 February 2011:
1897 kcal Fat: 92.50g | Prot: 103.27g | Carb: 189.80g.   Breakfast: Extra Fancy Nut Mix. Lunch: Red Bull, GOLEAN Crunchy! Bars - Chocolate Peanut. Dinner: Pesto Whole Wheat Lasagna. Snacks/Other: Slow Churned Rich & Creamy Light Cookie Dough Ice Cream, Pro5 Cookies & Cream Protein Powder, Pesto Whole Wheat Lasagna, Pure Honey, Half & Half. more...
3951 kcal Activities & Exercise: BMF - 24 hours. more...

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wow!! you reallu are a busy busy bee!! I'm tired just reading it!!! so what is it you really consider to be the "social deviant behavior in America?? LOL and the personal trainer sounds GREAT!!!! but sucks to hear about the possible medical condition!!! hope the clinic can get some answers for you though...I know how expensive specialist can get!!!  
16 Feb 11 by member: amy1flite
Lol, Amy if you only knew that what I was writing about barely scratches the surface. I've found that the only day I MIGHT be able to sleep in is on Sun, but that's not even guaranteed. Today is the first day in weeks that I was able to come home & NOT have somewhere else to race off to. Even though I have tons of hw/reading to do & a paper in dire need of being started, I'm going to postpone it to watch Criminal Minds & Criminal Minds: Suspect Behavior! I haven't even watched tv for days. Everything is a continual rush & just blurs together at this point. As for the deviant behavior, I chose to go a safe route (and follow the format everyone else did) & wrote on maternal filicide. At least I can say mine was original as many people in the class did the same or similar topics. Alright, FS luxury time is up & time to get some dinner and check in on my nephew's hw.  
16 Feb 11 by member: Evil_Angel_Shay

     
 

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