CallmeKexy's Journal, 12 January 2009

wow. this is the my biggest number yet and god help me let it be the last time I ever see the 260s, and let me get back under 200 this year.... There will still be progress to be made but at least I won't look like the Michlin man.

Both of my parents have recently been diagnosed with diabetes and I'm scared to death. I am genetically more inclined to get it as well, plus my eating habits are attrocious making it twice as likely to be my fate. I don't want that to happen. I want to be happy. I would like to be able to look in the mirror again... It's been so long.
Today I started a 7 day cleanse to get my body ready to be healthy
I'm just trying to get off of my bad habits and I really think bad food is an addiction (cards and sugars) I'm going cold turkey for a week (wow I even use food in my analogous... ha ha) anyways one week of raw veggies and a small amount of fruit..... and the cleanse liquid and food
I have no motivation at all but I haven't in so long that I"ve decided just to go for it even without the confidence and motivation to get started.
oh, side note... me + no food = mean. lol my BF left the house to night to watch tv elsewhere. ha ha. poor guy. I'm just hoping in the long run it's worth it all.
K.
262.0 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 97.0 lb.    Diet followed N/A.
on diet CallmeKexy's own diet  

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