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I started a new job a year ago. While it is challenging and rewarding, it is also very stressful. I've fallen off the wagon - BIG TIME. I keep telling myself that I want to get back to the healthier me, but I seem to be trapped in an unhealthy cycle of self-loathing apathy. Looking around at my Buddies list, it seems that a lot of them have struggled this year as well. What is up with 2013? I really want to finish the year out as strong as I went in. I got my proverbial kick in the butt last night. My husband, in an effort to boost my self-esteem, bought me lingerie as a surprise. He went as far as to measure me in my sleep to make sure he got the right size. Such a good man. He liked it on me, but I couldn't look past the flaws and it had the opposite effect that he wanted. He tries so hard and he deserves better. So here's my motivation: overall attitude adjustment. Cut it out with the pity party! I need to suck it up and do the work I need to be happy in my own skin. No matter how hard my wonderful man tries, I am responsible for my own happiness.
Diet Calendar Entries for 04 November 2013:
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1263 kcal
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Fat: 51.12g | Prot: 72.04g | Carb: 134.37g.
Breakfast: Colby Jack Cheese, Egg. Lunch: Progresso Light Savory Vegetable Barley Soup. Dinner: Jack's Original Supreme Pizza, 1% Fat Milk. Snacks/Other: Kellogg's Special K Protein Shake - French Vanilla. more...
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4361 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Standing - 11 hours, Resting - 8 hours, Sleeping - 5 hours. more...
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