mamabird69's Journal, 22 August 2013

Not sure what I'm doing here but I do know that I loosened the reigns a little and it shows! No more pop...again! No more pasta...again!! Why do I get SO close then blow it????
201.2 lb Lost so far: 33.8 lb.    Still to go: 36.2 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
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Could be you still afraid??? I know that in the past I have "sabotaged" myself... I think maybe because I was afraid of failing, or something. I know, sounds dumb, but better that I sabotage myself than someone else"????" I wish I truly had the answer for this. But don't be afraid... and DON"T give up, you've come so far!almost half your goal. Hey, can I tell you something, Mambird... you are my inspiration... I am down to 197... I have been having "tummy" problems (diarrhea) but I've always had problems with that (IBS??) But I have been laying off the sugar, AND have been really careful not to eat past about 8 pm. That's the hardest for me, the late evening snacks. I've also pulled out my Juicer and have a juice "snack" OR I also have one of those Magic Bullets, great for making smoothies. The other day I made a Peanut butter, Banana, & chocolate one (when my banana's start getting too ripe, instead of throwing them out I freeze them, they will turn black, but that is only the peel) Sorry, don't mean to go on & on. But I am just so excited to be down to 197... AND I am so scared that if I am not careful the weight will 'sneak' back and attach itself to me! But I am determined to do this, this time. I believe a few years back I'd gotten down to about 170 (Weight Watchers) but there aren't any around here, besides I really can't afford the weekly fee any more. Anyway, my husband and I went camping for a week and I didn't 'watch' what I ate and put about 15-20 lbs back on, then there was a woman at the meeting that said something and I stopped going. Even former overweight people can be mean :-(....OK, I've run on enough... you'll be ok, tomorrow is a brand new day, as you say... "MAKE IT GREAT" Love and Hugs, Willow 
22 Aug 13 by member: Willowmim
Willow, thank you so much for the enouragement!!! You seriously just talked me down from just eating anything and everything today!!! I just told my sister that I wonder if I am subconsciencely sabatoging myself! Like my body is almost afraid to go under 200....I was soooo close! I woke up this morning SO mad and upset when I weighed that I could've cried!!! Seriously cried! This is hard hard work and I am sooooo happy that you broke that 200 mark because that is a great accomplishment and a great feeling!! I've done it before about 3-4 years ago and I know I can do it again thanks to friends like you here on FatSecert!! Thanks for the hugs... I needed them today!! I hope and pray all is going great for you today and this weekend!!! Love and hugs coming your way!!! 
23 Aug 13 by member: mamabird69

     
 

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