Feeling like a total failure having gained twenty pounds in the past few months. My eating so out of control. Dealing with some major stressors. A disastrous move. Feel guilty that my son has to change schools starting his junior year. And I am dealing with what looks to be Rheumatoid Arthritis. Have pain most all the time. Takes away any desire I have to exercise. The stiffness is unbelievable. I've gained twenty pounds so fast, I have to get control of this soon! Trying so hard to be thankful for all the blessings I do have in life. A great boyfriend. A job I love. Two wonderful boys. I have always been the most upbeat person, but this disease really getting me down.
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