I came to the realization this weekend that a lot of times I don't like myself and I'm not sure why. I used to really like myself, was confident and self assured, felt attractive and smart. I had a lot of working Mom guilt that I am much better about (probably because they will both be in school this year), but I think I am continually sabotaging my eating habits either because I don't like myself or so that I don't lose weight thus giving me a reason to not like myself. Isn't that crazy to purposely find a reason to dislike yourself? Hmmm I might need therapy, lol. Aside from working on myself physically I think I need to take some time to work on the mental side of feeling better about myself.
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