agirlfromminnesota's Journal, 04 October 2010

It is soo weird to think of myself as not weighing 300 and something now.. it took me so long to actually allow myself to get below that point again.. I feel like I should feel more satisfied with myself. But I still feel dissappointed. Why? :\ I mean I know I have a lot further to go. And a good deal about this journey is I want to like myself more. I don't like myself so much right now.. Even though I know I am being more healthy, which is good of me.. I can see myself though changing a little in a way I don't want to. Like being happy with eating less than I should be eating. That probably sounds silly and it seems to be easy to do this with having a bad cold and all but.. yeah. Still I am happy but not.. strange.
298.4 lb Lost so far: 40.6 lb.    Still to go: 0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.
losing 1.9 lb a week

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It's not strange....I feel that way every day...happy but not. Thrilled with a small accomplisment but disappointed it wasn't bigger? You will get there though! Good luck!  
04 Oct 10 by member: m4k2004
Not strange at all...I feel that way sometimes too. Don't look at the actual weight number because you will be reminded of how far you have to go. Look at the FORTY PLUS pounds you have lost, woman!! Go to the grocery store & find the aisle where they have 10 lb bags of rice or something like that. Pick up 4 of them & walk around a bit...see if you still feel like you're not satisfied with yourself. Hang in there girl, you're on your way! 
04 Oct 10 by member: kstubblefield
You can do this i know I did it yes have fell off because of stress and mind being in wrong place but you are doing great 
04 Oct 10 by member: Big Orr
Love the new picture!! You are doing an amazing job, yay you for sticking with it! 
05 Oct 10 by member: Wintergirl
Like kat said, look at what you have lost. The way I put it into perspective is by going to the grocery store finding the butter, and lining up the 1 pound sticks (or what ever) until its the same as what I have lost (currently only 7lbs for me) but do it with 40 and see how many sticks of butter you get! or potatoes, carry 40 pounds of potatoes for an aisle and you will be amazed at how heavy it is!!! keep up the great work, and hang in there you are well on your way! 
05 Oct 10 by member: pixidaisy
Nice work You're on your way... look out 250!!! 
06 Oct 10 by member: thecoach

     
 

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