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11:23 pm, and I decided I have to get healthy. Today was sort of a stressful day, and as the evening rolled in I found myself so annoyed at just about everyone, so I ate. I had chips, and some cake rolls, and sea food salad. And I thought what is wrong with me?! This has to stop. The junk food has to go. I have salad and fruit in the house. I plan on walking, and I'd love to get to the gym too. I have a membership, but I haven't used it in a few months. I was actually thinking of cancelling it, but I think I'll keep it.
I'm a little nervous. I have lost a good amount of weight in the past, just to gain it back. I also have been playing the lose 10 lbs gain 10 lbs game for awhile now. I wish I could promise myself this time around will be different. I ALWAYS do! Every night, morning, whenever...but here I am 5 years later pushing 260 lbs.
I've been looking for some inspiration, and I've been on facebook looking at all the weight loss pages, so I know it's possible. :)
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