Sweet Ce's Journal, 06 May 2013

I haven't entered anything for the past 3 days because I spent the weekend with the man of my dreams. Seriously, he seems too good to be true not because he doesn't have his faults.... but because when I look at an old journal entry from my last heartbreak, when I wrote down what I truly want in a partner - he fits every single one of those things.

So, he lives in a different city but came to spend the weekend with me and it was so wonderful that I totally lost track of food or even wanting to eat. I felt nurtured and nourished in a tangible way. I ate only when I was hungry and I enjoyed being in my own skin.

He, again, said that it didn't matter to him if I lost any weight. To which I responded: I appreciate that but **I** would feel more comfortable with a little less weight. To which he said: I support you in that, if it's what you want.

So, I just wanted to document that this round of not entering food had nothing to do with rebellion, but with a different internal shift.

More reflections soon. Hope all you FS-ers are enjoying the journey.

Diet Calendar Entries for 06 May 2013:
1013 kcal Fat: 53.69g | Prot: 40.77g | Carb: 112.46g.   Breakfast: Almond Butter, Apples. Lunch: Pret a Manger Chicken & Avocado Salad. Dinner: Amy's Rice Mac & Cheese. more...
2560 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 38 minutes, Resting - 4 hours and 22 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Desk Work - 7 hours, Sitting - 4 hours. more...


Wonderful my friend. Absolutely wonderful. Recording the food only serves a knowledge base for me; I'm trying to undo 40 years of bad eating habits and made a promise to myself I'd do it for 12 months to build my portion & nutrition database while I work on the emotions of eating. So wonderful to read of your weekend and will send prayers your way that your happiness continues. 
06 May 13 by member: FullaBella
So happy for you. Sometimes when you feel light with joy on the inside, you don't want anything physical (like food) to weigh you down. Enjoy spending time with your man!! 
08 May 13 by member: KatieTyrell


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