Such a bad day today. I helped my partner moving in here. I had so many doubts about the choice of living together. What if it goes again as my (failed) marriage? I am really scared. I had lots of cookies during the afternoon and comfort food for dinner. I have eaten way too much and too fatty, but I have to admit, it improved my mood a bit. Packing stuff, buying boxes, reminded me so much of three yrs ago, when I moved from Italy to the Netherlands. At that time my life was a mess... My mum had already cancer, and we were aware she might have died at any moment. I wasn't sure about anything in my life, was looking for a job and felt really lost and alone. Now my life has improved a lot, I am happier about myself. Just, today it does not seem possible to feel it on my skin, how better things are. I guess being super tired enhances not feeling happy. Ok, time to get ready to sleep. Have a good time, fatsecreters!
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