Lizzie983's Journal, 22 April 2013

Such a bad day today.
I helped my partner moving in here.
I had so many doubts about the choice of living together. What if it goes again as my (failed) marriage?
I am really scared.
I had lots of cookies during the afternoon and comfort food for dinner. I have eaten way too much and too fatty, but I have to admit, it improved my mood a bit.
Packing stuff, buying boxes, reminded me so much of three yrs ago, when I moved from Italy to the Netherlands. At that time my life was a mess... My mum had already cancer, and we were aware she might have died at any moment. I wasn't sure about anything in my life, was looking for a job and felt really lost and alone.
Now my life has improved a lot, I am happier about myself. Just, today it does not seem possible to feel it on my skin, how better things are. I guess being super tired enhances not feeling happy.
Ok, time to get ready to sleep.
Have a good time, fatsecreters!
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Don't let old hurts ruin such a wonderful experience. Look for the sunshine in it all. You will get to spend more time together and be able to grow closer. Change is hard but look at all you have been through and overcome. It has made you stronger and who you are today. You are a wonderful woman Lizzie and you deserve happiness too. :) 
22 Apr 13 by member: iamachristianjesusfreak
If we were all worried about failing all the time we would never experience new & wondrful things. Its ok to be a little scared, just don't let it take over everything else. & put the cookies down :), you don't really need them. Try to get some sleep, tomorrow is another day. 
23 Apr 13 by member: schmetterling34
Lizzie I think it is normal to be reminded of old memories from current happenings. Just remember that you are much wiser now and the move with your partner will be different. Your partner is different. Don't let your ex put a damper on a new exciting chapter of your life. Sending hugs to you. 
23 Apr 13 by member: jaime30024

     
 

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