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Having a kind of emotional day so far, but not gonna take it out on the fridge, and making a conscious effort to stay away from drive-thrus. I kinda don't wanna be bothered by the outside world. Hoping no one stops by or calls. I was all excited about creating family days for me and the kids on Saturdays. I guess I should have thought about the fact that my son is 18 and couldn't be bothered. I don't know why I didn't think about that or prepare myself for rejection, but now it's too late. I approached the kids with my new ideas. My 15 year old daughter was excited, but my son said, "Well Mom, I'll have a car soon, so I won't be here for family days." My mood immediately changed. Now I feel like life sucks. This might seem minor, but losing my kids has been a major concern of mine lately. So far, I've had raisin bran. I would love to eat the left over kfc in the fridge, but that's not going to happen. No emotional eating!!
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