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I've been bullied for so long, i can't keep track anymore. I can look around my high school and have the thoughts of "shes so skinny.. why aren't I like that? I'd do anything to look like her. a tiny waist, awesome legs, she's just tiny. I bet she doesn't even have to try." and i'm tired of thinking these things. I just want to feel better, to look better. Now, I am in no way saying that looking good is the best, but maybe I need a confidence booster. Maybe if I loose all this weight, I can go back to my grade 10 year, and amaze all the people who looked at me and though "look at how fat she is!" or "Oh, keep on eating, pig. Drown yourself in those fattening foods that you eat" and all the people who thought I was so lazy, I couldn't do it. But that's my goal. TO amaze them all. They wont know what hit them next year. Maybe, Just maybe. I can do this. Scratch that, I WILL do this! BRING IT ON!
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180.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 50.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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