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Thursday afternoon.
At my desk, trying to work but my mind is full with so many things I can't focus.
House hunting is not working well. I visited different places, all were depressing. I AM NOT living in a dark, smelly, old basement even if it's cheap. I deserve light and fresh air. I need to stop being afraid, I need to make the big jump and believe that I can make a living with my new career and I can afford a real house on my own. Maybe if I believe in it it will happen?
Back on track with food, at least I am recording and paying attention. I'm struggling with my body image these days. The lack of training is showing I hate to see all my efforts lost under the fat. I've bever been a fan of cardio, and surprisingly I dreamed I was running last night, it felt so good! Time for spring to show up so I can go out there without my big snow boots.
I can't see regular lifting back in my schedule though. I don't know how to fit it in. Maybe getting up earlier...
Going to school this weekend, I have to study for the last exam before the final.
Sorry not to comment on your journals... Have a great day buddies!
Diet Calendar Entries for 21 February 2013:
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1187 kcal
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Fat: 27.93g | Prot: 129.00g | Carb: 110.10g.
Breakfast: maple leaf ham, mango, egg. Lunch: lettuce, chicken breast, eating right ancient grain tortilla. Dinner: bison meat, yams, lettuce, olive oil. Snacks/Other: Original 1% Plain Yogurt, mango, whey iso burst all natural. more...
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1757 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
massage - 2 hours, Walking (exercise) - 3.5/mph - 2 hours, Resting - 12 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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