olivia12x's Journal, 06 February 2013

Pretty proud of myself today - sticking to it. No booze. Drinking bori chai instead of wine. Got exercise. I took Sean to Baseball Unlimited, he was so cute hitting in the cage with Rich. Trying to deal with tough emotions tough marriage, anger, being overworked. TRying to be kind to myself and others. Trying to listen. I did flip out when my power cord was under Olivia's bed today - don't know why I get so frustrated at tese small things. Feeling unappreciated and who can appreciate a martyr anyhow? I don't want to be a martyr anymore.

Texted my own husband who lives in the basement and we havent spoken a word to each other in over a month.He never texted back, came home late, and went straight to the basement. He didn't even stop to ask the kids how they were.

My marriage is so sad and over and dead. So it's hard not to eat and drink it away, but I am not going to do that. Gonna stick to this and drop the weight. I can at least be kind to myself, even if I am sad.

Diet Calendar Entries for 06 February 2013:
1266 kcal Fat: 53.95g | Prot: 52.30g | Carb: 160.78g.   Breakfast: raisins, Cheerios, skim milk, walnuts, low fat string cheese, sassy water. Lunch: turkey, tomatoes, 2% String Cheese, sassy water. Dinner: hummus, Sour Cream and Onion Flavor Potato Chips. Snacks/Other: smoothie, Chocolate Sandwich Cookies. more...
1990 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (brisk) - 4/mph - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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