Eringiffin's Journal, 05 February 2013

Gah! My life is such a mess. I am having a hard time keeping up with journaling because of so many things pulling me in different directions. I can't remember ever feeling so out of control. It's taking a toll on my mental faculties.

All things considered, I am pretty happy with my weight right now. Normally, I would already be neck-deep in self-destructive quick fixes for escaping the pain and suffering I am going through. I am only knee-high this time around. So I am trying to slog through this difficult time as best as I can and not be too hard on myself in the process.

The weigh in today went well. Even though I am still about 2 lbs. higher than my lowest, I have lost 3.8 lbs. from the weigh in last week.

I am very thankful for the financial reserves we had stored up. This will be the first Friday that DH and I will not have a paycheck deposited in our account. Reality is starting to hit home that we need to kick it into high gear to get this company off the ground.

I am thankful for the great people in our lives that support and encourage us. I am thankful for God's hand in everything. When I am weak, He is strong.
232.8 lb Lost so far: 81.8 lb.    Still to go: 72.8 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
on diet Eringiffin's own diet   gaining 1.0 lb a week

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Awesome thoughts - your life is not a mess! You are just a human being going through transition. We all face these type of challenges at one time or another. You are not alone! I have no doubt you and DH will succeed - take a leap of faith and trust the process! 
05 Feb 13 by member: HCB
You are smart and strong and you will get through this Erin. You are not alone. Believe in yourself. Life will be good again.  
05 Feb 13 by member: teskandar
As you said Erin. God is strong. He is moving in your life and holding your hand. 
05 Feb 13 by member: margiejjjj
Great journal..you seem to be handling things quite well..Congrats on the loss...Take care of you...:O) 
06 Feb 13 by member: BHA
And we're here for you, too. It's ok to lean on us a bit :-) 
13 Feb 13 by member: Baxie

     
 

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