pam-u-la's Journal, 01 February 2013

Not much going on.. Yesterday was a wasted day, filled my face, watched a few movies, slept and froze in my apartment because the heating system whent down.
Just felt so out of it. Woke up this morning feeling the same.

Once again it is force myself out mode!! Just when I was starting to feel okay I get slammed by my brain again.. :'(
Am I such a bad person that I get punished with these periodic trips to hell??

Sorry I feel pitiful right now!! :'(
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Naughty kind to Pam2....she deserves kindness :) 
01 Feb 13 by member: triaby
You're not a bad person, Pam. None of us really are. We are all just human and have human emotions. Some just get barraged, because whatever powers that be feel like we can handle it, even if we don't feel we can. Hold fast, hold strong, keep swimming. You'll make it.  
01 Feb 13 by member: QuirkyNat
I think you are NOT a bad person. Bad things are just happening to a great person. Hang in there and tell your landlord to fix the heat or your FatSecret buddies are going to come and kick his butt. 
01 Feb 13 by member: Neptunebch
Thanks ladies!!! I'm a bit better now!  
01 Feb 13 by member: pam-u-la
YOU are not a bad person. You have a chemical imbalance that can be treated. I take thyroid medication, some people take insulin. We all have something imbalanced - but can follow direction and be healed. YOU are a good person with a challenge that youeasily can handle. I know it. 
01 Feb 13 by member: HCB


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