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Yesterday I went to a check up for the benign cancer I have in one of my breasts. I was super scared, since my mother died of breast cancer and it all started with a benign stuff that became malign.
So, everything went fine. It was such a relief! :)
Yesterday I celebrated by eating some chinese food. I know I should have not done it, cause I feel bloated since Sunday and I not supposed to eat rice. But I did it and it tasted so good (after one month without pasta, rice, potatoes etc). I had to celebrate, somehow, and felt too tired to cook something. Back on track from today :)
Two nights ago I had a long phone call with a former colleague and friend. She gave me some hints about how to get some funding to complete the project I have been working on. It was very good advice, and I am going to work on that and hope to have funding.
I am in contact with a former high school mate, thinking about doing a photo exhibition in our hometown during Xmas holidays or next summer. I am super excited about the idea!
It's so nice I started making plans for the future after so many months of nothing. I am able to do things I enjoy, to spend time and energy on my hobbies (photography, sports, scientific outreach). I am able to work again. I feel alive, I feel like I have the same energy levels of when I was 22 (and the same lack of sleep of when I was 22).
I am so glad to have a normal life again. Sometimes people complain their lives are boring or meaningless, I think they don't understand that ill persons are longing to have a bit of an ordinary life.
Uesterday evening, after work, I went to a cafè close home. Everything seemed so beautiful and precious to me. Even this tiny little town that I did not like when I moved here two years ago. People walking home, shops closing, other peolpe laughing and chatting in the cafeteria. I was in a bliss state of mind.
Have a good day! :)
Diet Calendar Entries for 12 October 2012:
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1654 kcal
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Fat: 96.75g | Prot: 93.90g | Carb: 106.16g.
Breakfast: Pane di Segale, Carne Magra di Manzo Macinata. Lunch: Burro di Sesamo (Tahini) (a Base di Semi di Sesamo), Pane di Segale, Carne Macinata di Maiale, Olio Extra Vergine di Oliva, Cipolle Verdi, Zucchine, Peperoni Rossi Dolci, Carote Cotte. Dinner: Olio Extra Vergine di Oliva, Peperoni Rossi Dolci, Pollo alla Griglia (Mangiato senza Pelle). Snacks/Other: Pane di Segale, Burro di Sesamo (Tahini) (a Base di Semi di Sesamo), Prosciutto Crudo, Pane di Segale. more...
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2004 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Sitting - 4 hours, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour, Resting - 2 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Desk Work - 7 hours, Housework - 2 hours. more...
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