HCB's Journal, 08 October 2012

Cue up the Twilight Zone theme..dat di da dah, dat di da dah...

So, both yesterday and today, I am walking along shopping and catch a glimpse of my reflection in the glass doors outside the store and think, "Who is that woman?"

OMG - It's me! Really? I have to do a doubletake to be sure it is not the woman in front of me or behind me also walking into the store...but wait, she has the same clothes on as me...OMG - It's me!

I know I have lost weight; and I have all smaller new clothes to prove it, but at times I think "Who is that woman?"

Still grateful for:

- The people I love who love me back!
- The good health of my loved ones
- My FS Buddies who support and encourage me to continue
- "Butt-kicking" myself to a smaller size today
- My DH - who is my greatest "cheerleader"
- My Bengal cat companions named Bodhi and Ravi
- My work - which has meaning and worth to other human beings
- My connection to the Mother Earth and its entire splendor
- My physical health

Diet Calendar Entries for 08 October 2012:
1049 kcal Fat: 28.11g | Prot: 100.20g | Carb: 106.59g.   Breakfast: 2% Fat Milk, water, Egg White, Eggland's Best large egg, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), BabyBel light, cooking spray. Lunch: Fage 2% greek yogurt, Splenda, All Bran Buds, pineapple, Strawberries, water, red raspberries. Dinner: green beans, Chicken Thigh (Skin Not Eaten), water, sweet potato. Snacks/Other: Pure Almond Milk - Original, water, Gold Standard 100% Whey - Double Rich Chocolate. more...
2862 kcal Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 6 hours, Sitting - 8 hours, Sleeping - 9 hours, Driving - 30 minutes, Circuit Training - 30 minutes. more...
on diet HCB's own diet  

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I love it!  
08 Oct 12 by member: crabby Kat
Wow, you sound like me! I mean really, I could have written that! It happens to me all the time...even folding laundry, it happens. My butt fits into THESE jeans? Really? Oh yeah, I just wore them Friday night!  
08 Oct 12 by member: Djburney
How cool is that? But it's a proven fact that our minds take a while to process our new image and, unless we make a concerted effort to actually look at ourselves frequently to get that message through, we can walk around with a very distorted vision inside our heads from what we really look like. Get used to being smaller... you're only going to get smaller and smaller still :) 
08 Oct 12 by member: evelyn64
It's a great feeling when you figure out it's really you. The new you... Reminded me of something hubby said when I showed him some shorts I bought this weekend. He asked what little girl was going to wear them. I told him they were for me and that I could zip them up but still too snug. I didn't think he believed me so I showed him. :) 
08 Oct 12 by member: kimjinxie
I think that is the neatest thing I have read today. Just so proud of your ongoing weigh loss, HCB. :)  
08 Oct 12 by member: Mom2Boxers
There's your first reward, well deserved! More to come... 
08 Oct 12 by member: Steviefan1
That woman in the glass isn't the old you, saddled with a 50lb + pack. Can you imagine taking that with you everywhere now? I carried two gallons of milk into the house a couple of days ago and was stunnedby how much that hinders you. 
08 Oct 12 by member: Heidijoy
Awesome! Get used to the new you! You've worked hard and you are seeing the results that's the best reward ever! 
08 Oct 12 by member: skwhite
Amazing.. I am in awe of your accomplishments.. You've come a long way baby... Have a great day you skinny thang... :D 
09 Oct 12 by member: pam-u-la
nice.  
09 Oct 12 by member: JessWhatINeeded
I know how you feel HCB! I am sure you look nothing like you did even 6 months ago. It's a strange feeling - nice but a little odd to get used to! 
09 Oct 12 by member: kmartdollie
Awesome!! 
10 Oct 12 by member: erika2633
That's awesome! 
10 Oct 12 by member: angel_face0145
I do the same thing when I see my butt. Seriously? That's my butt? That can't be my butt. My butt has a butt shelf! But nope.. that's my butt.  
10 Oct 12 by member: DairyFarmersWife
So happy for you and your new reflection. You have really done good girlie! :) 
10 Oct 12 by member: Neptunebch
Hell to the yea! 
10 Oct 12 by member: CJT1217
Had the same feeling with my neck! You are rocking it...keep rocking that ass!!!! 
10 Oct 12 by member: Hildi72
*hands name badge on lanyard* that says "Hello. My name is HCB" in large red letters. 
10 Oct 12 by member: jenkie5
What a great feeling to see yourself in a different light! Congrats to the smaller you! 
11 Oct 12 by member: aggie95
:-) 
11 Oct 12 by member: ppphhhttt

     
 

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