Today is day 1 again. Eggs and bacon for bkfst. I am so sick and tired of feeling this way ////// AGAIN//////. I can lose 5 lbs in one day and gain it again in less than one day. Seriously.... I try to be ok with my body thinking as long as I accept it the way it looks and it didn't matter what other people thought but ya right. I am not okay and I need to stop lying to myself. I'm short and an apple shape which in my opinion is a double wammy. If I were tall and a pear shape I would (I think) be okay with being over weight................... Aw who knows...
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