blessed0989's Journal, 07 August 2018

Ugh, I’m the same way! I have some social anxiety though. Wish we could all be carefree. I bet it felt amazing! You go girl!!! Ps. You’re daughter is adorable 😊 

Looking at your story and goals we are very similar! We are small enough that no one believes we should feel we need to lose weight yet we get the anxiety and don’t feel good enough. And for some reason those last ten pounds REFUSE to leave 😩so frustrating and I hate that I’m so hard on myself and don’t feel beautiful. And thank you 😊 she’s my baby!!  

Robyn I noticed that too! I’m what I call “skinny fat”, lol! Even though I have a small frame and am bony in some areas, there’s still lots of squish in other areas and some cellulite that wasn’t there before. Good to find someone who understands that struggle! Getting rid of post partum chub is hard. I have 2 girls myself! 😊 

Yes!!!! It’s like most people think I’m trying to get attention or not being sincere when I say I hate my body and I don’t want to be in a bikini they tell me oh you look great you’re so small. But compared to the other fit girls on the beach and in the gym I am just ... nothing in my mind. I’ve been struggling to lose the same ten pounds for 8 years now meanwhile other people have complete transformations and reach their goal in one year. I feel like my squishy belly will never go away.  

How are doing Robyn? Hope all is well 😃